10 in 30: Rilke*

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Rilke, from the Book of Hours:

I am too alone in the world,
and yet not alone enough
to make every hour holy.
I am too small in the world, and yet not tiny enough
just to stand before you like a thing,
dark and shrewd.
I want my will, and I want to be with my will
as it moves towards deed;
and in those quiet, somehow hesitating times,
when something is approaching,
I want to be with those who are wise
or else alone.
I want always to be a mirror that reflects your whole being,
and never to be too blind or too old
to hold your heavy, swaying image.
I want to unfold.
Nowhere do I want to remain folded,
because where I am bent and folded, there I am a lie.
And I want my meaning
true for you. I want to describe myself
like a painting that I studied
closely for a long, long time,
like a word I finally understood,
like the pitcher of water I use every day ,
like the face of my mother,
like a ship
that carried me
through the deadliest storm of all.


* No, 30 does not have to be consecutive days. I get to make up the rules. So hold your horses, I'm working on it. But I am working on it!

Comments (3)

Wow. That takes me back...do you remember me telling you about that guy I used to date, Paul? It reminds me of him. I still love it.

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interesting...i am awake, and feeling restless, decided to read a little poetry to inspire me (painting/writing)through this evening, that i have given in to being awake in...tapped in "rilke, awake" and VoilĂ ! here am i. LoVeLY place.